42 days

Cozy Saturday evening watching a TV series on ETC 2nd avenue… I have rearranged my studio type unit and enjoying every moment of it… I knew I should have bought canned beer earlier… would have been great drinking that right now while I type away. The weather is so hot and humid I need something nice and refreshing in my new living room area, sweet!

I feel content… happy… from where I am sitting I can see two sets of pictures in identical silver frames. They seem so happy and chummy . One picture was in one of the restaurants in Baguio, we call it “the one with the mushroom tree” haha. This place has the best Pancit Luglug ever! And the other in my aunt’s beach house (amazing to know he has never seen gray sand). And so he finally did. Looking at these pictures just brings me back to great memories.

It’s been exactly 19 days today since he has left for his “business trip”. :) And there are no words to describe how much I miss him. I hear his voice every single day and it makes the distance vanish even for just a couple of hours. It’s as close as we can get for now. I have so many friends who survived long distance LA’s and I just can’t imagine how they don’t see each other for years. I guess maybe Love has its own way of making it work.

Just 42 more days… and more great pictures will be added to my digital camera… just a few more days and the colors of this room will become more vivid… Boracay here I come! :)

The four letter word

Some say the right time will come… that there is someone out there for you… and most of us would just simply go on with our lives until that time comes… until that someone comes…

How wonderful it is to wake up in the morning appreciating everything that is around you. Mushy as it may sound but I guess it all boils down to the 4 letter word that everyone makes a buzz about. A lot of people go through so many things, both bad and good, and these events mold the person who they are today. We are presented with so many trials and opportunities. Sometimes we take that step forward… sometimes we don’t. And when we do, fear goes along with it. Risk? Yes maybe so. But how will you ever get to somewhere if you don’t take that step. In the end you will find out if the step was for the good or the worse. No regrets of course because without taking that leap you will never be able to find out what the result would be.

I've been searching a long time for someone exactly like you… I've been traveling all around the world waiting for you to come through…

I've been traveling a hard road, looking for someone exactly like you… I've been carrying my heavy load, waiting for the light to come shining through…

I’ve been doing some soul searching... To find out where you’re at… I've been up and down the highway in all kinds of foreign lands…

I have been all around the world… Marching to the beat of a different drum… But just lately I've realized… Baby the best is yet to come…

Someone like you… You make it all worthwhile… Someone like you… Keeps me satisfied…

That four letter word… MUSH? =)