Friday, January 14, 2005

TGIF

There is just too much work. Nine hours a day is not enough to finish everything. Well, it is a friday again. Time does pass by so quickly you don't notice it anymore. It's 11pm on a friday night and i am home! Hooray!
Badminton was good tonight. Two and a half hours of exercise surely relieves all the stress. Focusing your mind on the game and nothing else. And soon volleyball season will start again. I am truly enjoying all these sports. Now that i am single and have all the time in the world to do anything i want, it simply feels GREAT! Tomorrow will be another badminton day.
It has been more than 6 months now and i can say that i am doing alright. I am enjoying the company of so many friends. From my best friends to my close colleagues. Thankfully they are there to make every dull moment exciting. And thankfully most of them are single as well... haha... There are times you can't help remember how it was and you re-live the pain again, but i guess it is but natural to feel that way. I have realized so many things the past few months and what i have gotten out of all of it are lessons. I admit i have made mistakes, every single person in this world does, and i have learned from them. I have been asked many times if i am ready to take the next step and completely move on with someone else... and my honest answer is NO. I am still on the process of finding myself and enjoying the time i couldn't give myself the past two years. I was too busy giving my time to someone else forgetting that i should have prioritized myself first. I had forgotten that i did have a life of my own. I had forgotten that i had great friends. Now i realize how much you can miss in just two years.
Currently i am slowly making up for all the lost time and moving on on my own. Someday i will get there. I have a friend who, for the past 5 months, has been helping me slowly get there. Someone who has helped me, in one way or another, stand back up on my two feet. Someone who has made me realize that there is so much out there to look forward to. Amidst the workaholic aura, this person still manages to talk to me almost daily about anything. I can say that it does brighten up the day. And if that person gets the chance to read this blog, i would like to take this opportunity to THANK that person for every single conversation. You truly are a great friend.
Almost midnight... the weekend is about to enter... time to rest and relax... all i can say is Thank God It's Friday!

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